So, I'm gonna be using initials for this, so that all the innocent (and myself) will be protected. LOL. Besides, my social life would probably suck if people knew for certain I was talking about them. Anywho, today was like, the REAL goodbye for H. and I. H. is headed to Santa Barbara to check out a job opportunity tomorrow and will be gone until Saturday. Which means, I wont get to see him for take-off or anything. We had goodbye breakfast (and lunch) and basically spent the day together doing nothing and everything. =) Good times. All day, I had the ominous feeling that I would never see him again and told him so. He gave me this really intense look and said "That would make me sad if that happened." But he didnt say "Of course we will, dont be stupid." Or something that would deny my feeling. Cause I think he felt the same way too. =( In a way it seems inevitable that this would happen, only that we were delaying it for a while. Actually, it hasnt hit me yet that I will likely never lay eyes on H. again and probably wont until I'm in Korea. So I will not only be battling culture shock and homesickness but a break-up of sorts too. I'm a sad, sad case.
Song of the Day:
Tread Water, Sara Bareilles
Ja,Ni,Ju, Jor in my heart always
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i don't think it means he doesn't want or isn't going to see you again... i think H was leaving it in YOUR hands whether or not it happens. you have the control in this situation. when you come back, either you see him or you don't.
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