Okay, this is the last post I'll have about goodbyes!

I just said bye to my sister and my niece and nephews and I balled my eyes out on her shoulder. She cried on mine too, so we're even. =) My sister and I are very, very close even though we're so different and I know its going to be tough going without her to call anytime I need advice or see her and yell at her (or vice versa). I'm really overwhelmed right now by what I've chosen to take on, but I have a feeling it will get better once I'm actually in Korea and have no chance to second-think everything. I dont even want to THINK about tomorrow and telling my mom goodbye. Too, too hard. I'm now shelving my feelings to deal with in Korea, by myself. =( Was I crazy to do this? Its too soon to tell right now, but they say anything that's worth it don't come easy. I hope so.

BTW- Spoke to H. on election day. Good convo, but we didnt acknowledge my leaving or his possibly moving across the country for a job. Problems cease to exist in our world right now-- we have enough to deal with separately, I guess. Still miss him. I wonder is he misses me too or if he's happy he can finally take time to move on without my over his shoulder? Hmmmm....